Waiting is so hard, and now I finally recognize that I  am so foolish to wait for the result. If hope is extravagant, I don't know how can I  expect for the future.....

      无缘无故被塞了一颗爱情魔豆，据说只需提供的营养土便可茁壮成长，而且开花结果，上面还刻有字，其实早在超市看过了，却从没曾想过去培育这么一个新鲜的奇异的事物。

 

     99%的成活率，真怕自己是那不幸的1%。说明上写着，它模拟着从播种、浇水、耕耘、生长到收获的全过程，有如爱情婚姻。这么一个速成的事物同样也有着自己的成长过程，有如快消时代的爱情，同样需要精心的守护，或许速成的事物反而更脆弱，更需照料。

 

     然而，心中有爱，到底是里程碑，还是坟墓？而茫茫夜空中，谁又是谁的星光？

 

     

    Shell, a global company, a top 500 company, I have never thought that I could be so close with you. Very surprised when I  was informed to take the second interview--group discussion. At that time, I  started to recongnize that I  stepped for Shell nearer.

 

    It is very tough as people said on the internet. But the SRD(shell recruitment day) is so attractive to me, I  desire to participate in it. And I  know that the second step is very important for me.This expericence is so fresh, though I  have taken part in the group discussion in GE. The failure experience was a nightmare that deeply damaged my confidence.

 

     I  know that I  have tried my best for it, although there were some defect dissatisfied myself. So tired,so disappointed and a bit of sad on the bus, not only for the company that I  have been so close with, but also for everything I experienced those days.....

 

     Everything is past, God open a door for me, and close it so early without  waiting for me to enter......